God desires to make with our life something beautiful.
But He cannot take. We must yield.
I cannot continually pull away when the touch is uncomfortable.
I cannot have a new me while clinging to the old.
If I don’t let go—let the old die—
I remain stuck in desire for more, forever.
Trusting in Him . . .
Yielding to Him . . .
When I allow the Holy Spirit’s fire to flame my soul and burn the chaff—burn all uselessness, all worldliness, all selfishness of the inner man . . . then, and only then, can real beauty rise.
Beauty from ashes—
I want this!
So as my heart prepares for Easter, I ask what paths to death am I in need of taking.
His reply comes quick . . .
Self
Entitlements
Recognition
I want the ashes of self
the ashes of rights
the ashes of esteem!
Only in the ashes can the beauty of Christ rise within me in such a way as to not only be noticed, but to stop others in their tracks of senseless self-living because the beauty of something powerfully different and undeniably attractive stands before them, bidding them—“come, come die too!”
On my own I am unrecognizable, unimpressive to the world.
But Christ within—
Fully alive and functioning
as my valleys are given over to be burned . . .
He is the Beauty that stops all, stops me mid-breath—demanding gaze, requiring attention.
I yearn to be a vessel yielded to death.
“Come, Lord Jesus, consume all of me.
I release my self to your touch.
I release in trust to burn in Holy fire.
Burned to destroy all that would fight for precedence over me.
I release to become ashes all that desires to consume me . . .
For the beauty You desire within me.”
~ Our Way of Light Wreath . . . for slowing the pace as well as the heart in preparation of Easter. A candle marks Christ's journey from Ash Wednesday to the candle burning brightly in celebration of Easter Sunday. They burn all day so as I walk by my rush would slow to remember. I whisper words of love and gratitude as I consciously turn my gaze on self to rest on Him...practicing until the habit evolves to always, intently, rest in Him ~ Also our Ever Grateful Memo Board ~
And yes, that is a burn mark in hole #5. That warning wrapping the candle "do not leave unattended"??? Yes, one must not take a nap while a taper candle is burning...duh?! J
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